Ow ow.... "Secret admirer"

Stoppp kissin' me :)

"Bukan Bang Toyib" bukan juga "wali"

Please don't disturb

Last week I went to Makassar (south sulawesi) to do some monitoring in toll road. First time in my mind was Makassar will be terribly hot and I just pulled in to century bought sunblock. Hahaha yes I am.. The preparation is totally "rempong". I don't wanna talk about my job. Here I just wanna talk about my-enjoyness-vacation. Eating, eating, and eating... Rgggghhhh

The second day in South Sulawesi spent with meeting and in the afternoon me and Mrs. Yuli (one of my boss) went to Bantimurung. I already read the article about Bantimurung before. We could see the waterfall and butterfly breeding sites, but unfortunately I didn't see the breeding sites because it`s already evening and became twilight.

The 3th day, We (me, Mrs. Yulli and Mr. Admin-the driver) went to Bira Beach, Bulukumba. It`s about 200 km from Makassar. Normally it`s taken 3 hours but we took almost 5 hours to travel because the bad road condition (hahaha PU esp Bina Marga's homeworks again). From Makassar you will passed several districts, such as Gowa, Takalar, Jeneponto, Bantaeng, then Bulukumba for the destiny. Bira beach is located in Bulukumba. The beach was really stunning. Beautifull-white-sand surrounded by coral, but the shoreline is not long enough. Appart from the shortness of shoreline, I really enjoy my holiday (out of my jobs of course) so much. In the evening, we (duo) walked down to the beach; took some pictures, sat in the beachside, drank coca-cola while ate some peanuts, saw people play arround. Oh that`s so long I ain't enjoy the nature. And it`s totally worked. I feel fresh now. And it`s time to plan another itinerary. Enjoy the pictures.

And this is some of my lovely corner room.

I took with my nyxie-white, forgot to bring my SLR :'(

Yap betul sekali dua hari perasaan saya tak terkontrol, walaupun sudah bekerja keras mengedepankan logika tapi tetap kamu menang, rasa. Kemarin adalah pelantikan eselon 2 dan eselon 3 di Kementerian saya bekerja. Really that issue was trully happened. Disatu sisi saya turut bahagia because my boss is one on the list being inaugurated. Dia dilantik menjadi eselon 3 dan I`m really happy for him. Dan sebenarnya saya sudah sangat comfort menjadi staffnya. Sungguh saya tidak bisa menutupi betapa saya sangat kehilangan, mungkin menurut orang lain tindakan saya adalah sangat sangat lebai. But sekali lagi rasa tidak bisa membohongi logika atau pikiran kita. Dan entahlah nampaknya saya memang sangat membenci apa yang namanya perpisahan.

Hahaha ada salah satu teman-terbaik-saya begitu heran mengapa saya begitu feeling blue. Saking penasarannya dia mensuggest saya untuk mengganti playlist saya dengan spirit-booster-playlist. Yah dan malam ini saya menjalankan sarannya. Dan saya sekarang dalam keadaan kamar temaram, hanya cahaya laptop saya ditemani dengan playlist saya yang baru dan seperti biasa menulis memang dapat mengobati rasa antah berantah ini. Sekali lagi rasa tidak bisa dikelabui oleh pikiran atau logika dan memang sebaiknya kita tidak menghindari rasa aneh apapun itu (sedih, kecewa) tapi yang perlu saya lakukan saat ini adalah mengeluarkan rasa ini dan mengobatinya menjadi rasa yang normal itu. Jadi seperti kata teman-terbaik-saya itu lagi, Hey it`s normal being mellowdramatic and I absolutely not a drama queen. Mulai hari esok harus semangat, Ayo semangattttt

There are so many things I wanna do in this year. For almost 2 years I didn`t have any target to pursue. And now it`s time for me to wake up, begin to build my own dream and absolutely that will be the parameter to reach out.

I really thankfull to God for everything I have recently. Not about being rich people, but being adequate is the most important. Don`t have to be excessive person, but still to reach the success is still the priority.

I have something to remind and to execute several habits:

On my job`s thing:

- writing my journal in order

- keep thinking positive

- simply focusing on my job of course

- u start then u finish it

Self improvement:

- more reading books (other than just novel)

- keep smilling

- people said "jangan lebai"

- learn to be more patient and unselfish

For other people:

- give other compliment

- make others laugh

And I will think what should be add on this.